It’s an upsetting day for me.
The scholarship that I’ve aimed for since year 2 didn’t worked out. I’ve put in a lot of effort, energy and time into it because I’m really hoping that I could get it.
Words could not even describe how I felt now. I was bawling for a few hours and now totally lacked the energy to do things, or even to eat.
I just wished everyone could stop bothering me now. I really don’t have the mood to talk. It’s a large setback for me.